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Chicago

by R. Brok Mende

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1.
Melatonin 03:15
There's a bear, in the back of my mind I'd like to stare, but I'll keep my thoughts inside And call Sarah, pull out my hair There's beer beneath my chest It's time to give it a rest This place is a mess But I'm trying my best Maybe it's the drugs that I take Prescript melatonin for days Maybe I've made, just one too many dumb mistakes So say it one more time Before you change your mind The Midwest has left you dry We all have our time
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Fear 01:42
"My greatest fear is having regret. My greatest fear is one of my children being abducted. My greatest fear is people being disappointed in me. My greatest fear is being alone. Also, wasps. My greatest fear is being ordinary. My greatest fear is failing. My greatest fear is being left and forgotten. My greatest fear is to never be loved. My greatest fear is not being good enough. My greatest fear is not being able to provide. My greatest fear is not being able to please people. My greatest fear is losing the one I love. My greatest fear is not making a difference. My greatest fear is being bullied any longer than I already have been. My greatest fear is drugs. My greatest fear is being completely and utterly alone with no purpose or significance. My greatest fear is complete rejection. My greatest fear is not being acknowledged. My greatest fear is not being good enough. My greatest fear is to become less than human. My greatest fear is the Lord. My greatest fear is rejection. My greatest fear is finding out when I die that I’m not really a Christian and going to Hell. My greatest fear is Hell. My greatest fear is disappointing others and myself in failure of the unknown. My greatest fear is feeling alone. My greatest fear is being insignificant. My greatest fear is that I will never experience pregnancy to term. My greatest fear is knowing I might never accomplish a life worth living. My greatest fear is that she will never know how much I cared. My greatest fear is that the disease will spread faster than I can run. My greatest fear is closing the curtains on everyone I hold dear. My greatest fear is to feel alone. My greatest fear is failure. My greatest fear is to not be loved. My greatest fear is isolation. My greatest fear is failing."
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grey 02:49

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Some music and sounds from Chicago.

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released July 11, 2013

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R. Brok Mende Chicago, Illinois

Born in OKC, OK. Raised in Jacksonville, FL. Living and creating in Chicago, IL. I want to make something that matters, I don't want to add to the noise.

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